Wednesday, March 24, 2010

barfin in the boys room...

"you're killing yourself, i heard you puking last night" says Rachel... let me tell you something about me dear readers, i drink and when i drink, i drink alot. not like a 6 pack of Bud alot, i'm talking a whole bottle of 100 proof whiskey alot, and in one sitting. this has to stop.

right now i feel like total shit, so it's easy to do what many a drunk has done before me, "i'm quittin, i aint touchin da stuff no more, i'm on da wagon", so i'm not gonna say that. what i am gonna say is i'm making a deal with myself to better myself. this just can NOT go on anymore. i mean shit my girls mom died of drinking, and i saw that. it wasn't pretty, as a matter of fact it was quite horrifying. i can not let that be me.

... done for now, let's just call this day 1 of Joe's sobriety.

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